fade up.. committed suicide

sometimes when we are feeling worse, we hope our life is end now..

There are no reason to still alive..

i'm understand  to whom committed suicide..

they are wish not facing with people...

Because in their eyes penuh penyesalan

but i'm never think to committed suicide.. 

Daripada aku bunuh diri better aku pergi cari jodoh aku, then, tak payah study. jadi isteri orang full time. kan senang! >_<

aku ni memang malang kowt....

dan sentiasa malang..

takkan berhenti henti malang..

aku tak tahu ape masalah nya..

I always Believe Allah is always beside me, BUT 

i'm feeling very worse and sad damn much right now...

kalau lah my parents tahu aku tak datang Exam. hmmmmmm

terus aku terjun bangunan kat KLCC..(ohh plzz ruby, ko tak kawin lagi) 

really  i cant face them..

But. 

lecturer kitorang nik khatidjah nak tolong  kitorang..

sebab kitorang selalu ok dalam class. quiz pon selalu dapat markah tinggi..

class tak pernah miss, asignment selalu hantar..

record bersih..

she is so kind lecturer. love u!

die cakap die sedang buat paper work untuk kitorang supaya  kami dapat ambil exam balik..

yang buat saya feeling very down bila kitorang jumpa dengan penasihat akedemik tadi.

die cakap kitorang kena repeat paper tu sem depan....

punya la sakit bila dengar ayat tu... 

REPEAT PAPER??

REPEAT PAPER??

REPEAT PAPER??

yesss, repeat paper..

so sad!

then we call our lecturer . she is promise to help us..

guys please pray for us...

 tomorrow is last paper. really i cant concentrate tomorrow paper..

financial accounting is hunting me.. Y_Y