fade up.. committed suicide

sometimes when we are feeling worse, we hope our life is end now..

There are no reason to still alive..

i'm understand  to whom committed suicide..

they are wish not facing with people...

Because in their eyes penuh penyesalan

but i'm never think to committed suicide.. 

Daripada aku bunuh diri better aku pergi cari jodoh aku, then, tak payah study. jadi isteri orang full time. kan senang! >_<

aku ni memang malang kowt....

dan sentiasa malang..

takkan berhenti henti malang..

aku tak tahu ape masalah nya..

I always Believe Allah is always beside me, BUT 

i'm feeling very worse and sad damn much right now...

kalau lah my parents tahu aku tak datang Exam. hmmmmmm

terus aku terjun bangunan kat KLCC..(ohh plzz ruby, ko tak kawin lagi) 

really  i cant face them..

But. 

lecturer kitorang nik khatidjah nak tolong  kitorang..

sebab kitorang selalu ok dalam class. quiz pon selalu dapat markah tinggi..

class tak pernah miss, asignment selalu hantar..

record bersih..

she is so kind lecturer. love u!

die cakap die sedang buat paper work untuk kitorang supaya  kami dapat ambil exam balik..

yang buat saya feeling very down bila kitorang jumpa dengan penasihat akedemik tadi.

die cakap kitorang kena repeat paper tu sem depan....

punya la sakit bila dengar ayat tu... 

REPEAT PAPER??

REPEAT PAPER??

REPEAT PAPER??

yesss, repeat paper..

so sad!

then we call our lecturer . she is promise to help us..

guys please pray for us...

 tomorrow is last paper. really i cant concentrate tomorrow paper..

financial accounting is hunting me.. Y_Y 

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Stupid Mistake !!

Hello guys..

so sad..

nak express pun susah. huhu..

i hate today very much

because kami bertiga Tak Datang Exam....!

dah study whole day..

tup tup pukul 5pm ade member inform

'kenapa tak datang exam??'
'eh? bukan esok ke paper accounting?'

firstly, kitorang ingat dorang ni just kidding..

BUT.. WHEN LOOK BACK AT SCHEDULE EXAM!

Oh God

i'm LOL..
hahahahaha(evil laugh)
seriously i cant Believe.. hahaha

i cant believe because  my other  friends sitting exam and three of us at hostel.....


We are struggle for this paper to get A+..
and the result we are not attend for the exam..

.................
speechless!
................

three of us at financial accounting class with our lecturer

yang pelik bin ajaib,

all my classmate datang dan kami bertiga je yang tak datang.
Three of us didnt noticed about the date schedule.. 

dah la kami ni bukan kaki ponteng..

attendance kami  is full.

assignment selalu submit..

why?

today is 16 may. i thought today is 15 may.. 

even though  yesterday i know the date is 15 may because that date is Palestine freedom. 

saya sendiri yang post kat wall facebook saya 15 may  yesterday abou Palestine freedom..  

Oh God, what going on?

stupid stupid stupid mistake...

moral of story  : dont over confident and alert toward date..

albert enstain said : people  who never made mistake they are never try anything new..

Assalamualaikum........

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How to Overcome Tension and stress

Assalamualaikum readers,, and good Morning

today i'm going share my tips how i'm overcome my tension and stress plus pressure toward my study..

especially when exam is coming tomorrow.. what i will do is

1.First play game..

Any game u like to play,

The game i used to play every time i'm getting tension is game online.; city ville, tetris, chess, reversi, sim city, zombie etc.. BUT when i'm  are lost, i will more tension and feel like want to announce third world war in newspaper!!..

2. Listen to the nasyeed song. 

yes. this is so true... i' prefer you to try this..When we are remember Allah SWT,  our soul will become peace. so easy. no need o play game.. the singer i'm prefer to choose for nasyeed is Maher zain, Sami yusuf, Raihan, UNIC, INTEAM(especially rabiatul adawiyyah :P) , 

actually my purpose of this entry want to share this video.. :)

k bye!

assalamualaikum

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expect for nothing

Today is friday.. 

the weather here quite good..

but my mood are not good 

Sometimes i angry on my self.

every decision i made is worse.

i learn form it, but i take it easy as ABC.

when  the same  MISTAKE  repeat again i will regret it very badly.

to make my feel going good i will say albert enstain quotes "every one who are never did mistake they are never try anything new".... this word i alwys used to avoid me feeling worse toward myself  even though  i made the same mistake.. albert eistain thanks for this quote ! its inspiring me alot!

hmmmm
seem like i lost in somewhere,

dont know who i'm I,

who i'm I???

ohh come on ruby, exam are near. 

i dint start anything to study,

dont know which to start first,

My problem is always hunting me..

dont know who i need to blame because i know all its start by me.. and i'm suppose to blame my self. not other. 

i dint expect to fail

i expect for success. I dint expect to be loser like this, 

I always expect to be winner like in the game..

Life is not Game, But I wish its could be game, 

i can save it when its happy moment, then when i regret i will open back to the last part that i saved. 

why my life so tough huh?

huh?

why huh?

bad voice is come from somewhere : because you are so selfish ! k bye!

=.=' fine.....

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Bersih -> Nayati dijumpai -> Bob Kuman Meninggal Dunia..

Assalamualaikum..

Macam macam yang berlaku baru baru ni kan...

Semua memang Gempak2.

Dan semuanya berlaku disekitar  ku.. >_<

First first Perhimpunan Bersih.

macam macam cerita tersebar..

Dan ade juga nyawa yang hilang.. hmmm

kat facebook plak macam2 status aku nampak berikutan dengan himpunan bersih.

Die bersalah, die memfitnah, Die jahat,.. tak habis habis..

Semua nak menegakkan benang yang basah. motif? DEMI RAKYAT.. KEAMANAN. 

kalau nak dunia aman satu je cara dengan BERSATU... jangan jadi batu api, kaki fitnah, etc

Cuba kalau semua parti politik BERSATU? itu baru lah keamanan.. Tidak menyusahkan Rakyat..

Lagipun kat dunia ni hanya temporary bukan kita hidup selama lamanya..

Menghabiskan hidup untuk mengejar sesuatu . di akhir hidup apa yang dapat?

i'm specchless about this.. 

bak kata matlufthi 'Jiwa Kosong is better

  daripada jiwa di isi dengan bullshit politic' totally agree! <---listening Kosong song

Secondly, Nayati Dijumpai..

alhamduliiah. nie berita yang menggembirankan rakyat Malaysia

tumpang gembira bila seorang bidak lelaki telah dijumpai sebab before this jarang sekali kes culik  budak  tu  akan dijumpai.. 

Ingat tak poster yang ditampal merata rata seorang budak comel lelaki berumur 12 tahun telah diculik sejak 27 April lalu di hadapan Mount Kiara International School oleh van putih ?? itulah dia   nayati   yang telah  dijumpai di Rawang pada pukul 7.55 pagi hari ini..

Depan sekolah pun boleh kena culik.. adoyhai..

macam macam..

nie picture die pada hari dijumpai

credit to sinar 

with his friends

setelah berjumpa dengan family :)

Lastly  Bob Kuman Meninggal Dunia.. 

yang nie memang mengempakkan sebab baru baru ni ada  tersebar tentang bob kuman tidak ada duit untuk membiayai  kos perubatanya dan ada rancangan khas untuk menderma Bob kuman untuk membiayai penyakitnya yang kronic selepas terjatuh semesa pengembaraan jangan pandang belakang conkak. Kakitangan ambulan Hospital Sungai Buloh Buloh mengesahkan Bob Kuman meninggal dunia pada jam 4.38 petang tadi di rumahnya di Kota Damansara. Kematian Bob Kuman (nama sebenarnya Husni Mohd Rawi) juga telah disahkan oleh Pemangku Timbalan presiden Seniman, Zed Zaidi. Takziah Buat keluarga Bob Kuman...

credit ti berita semasa

semoga apa yang berlaku ni kita ambil pengajaran. Buang yang keruh dan ambil yang jernih..

Nobody is perfect . Setiap orang akan pernah melakukan kesalahan :)..

setuju tak?

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Behind the planing of ALLah

.:: Allah's plans.....? ::... [Author: Unknown]

Some things are beyond planning.
And life doesn’t always turn out as planned.

wonderful nature at pulau besar

You don’t plan for a broken heart.
You don’t plan for an autistic child.
You don’t plan for spinsterhood.
You don’t plan for a lump in your breast.

You plan to be young forever.
You plan to climb the corporate ladder.
You plan to be rich and powerful.
You plan to be acclaimed and successful.
You plan to conquer the universe.
You plan to fall in love - and be loved forever.

You don’t plan to be sad.
You don’t plan to be hurt.
You don’t plan to be broke.
You don’t plan to be betrayed.
You don’t plan to be alone in this world.
You plan to be happy.
You don’t plan to be shattered .

Sometimes if you work hard enough, you can get what you want.
But MOST times, what you want and what you get are two different things.

We, mortals, plan.
But so does Allah (subhan wa ta'aala) in the heavens.
Sometimes, it is difficult to understand Allah’s plans...
especially when His plans are not in consonance with ours .

Often, when He sends us crisis, we turn to Him in anger. 
True, we cannot choose what Allah wishes us to carry,
but we can carry it with courage knowing that He will never abandon us
nor send something we cannot cope with .

Sometimes, Allah breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes, He allows pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes, Allah sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes, He allows illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
And sometimes, Allah takes everything away from us...
so we can learn the value of everything He gave us

Make plans, but understand that we live by Allah’s grace.

Although they plan, Allah also plans. And Allah is the Best of Planners.
[Holy Qur'an 8:30]

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How To Remove Timeline On Facebook

Baru baru ni facebook tukar semua facebook user kepada timeline.

huh! 

aku sangat tension dan rimas melihat timeline!

i hate Timeline! huhu

Tapi masalah sudah selesai pabila my friend bagi websibe untuk buang timeline..

senang sahaja. follow this step.

Open This Link Timeline remove

completed. !

welcome to old facebook <3

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Lumrah manusia yang tidak boleh dielakkan... 'akulah manusia paling sempurna didunia'

salam!
Hari ni kita akan bercakap tentang lumrah manusia yang sentisa berlaku disekililing.


biasalah Manusia ni tidak lari dari kesilapan..
Dari kesilapan itulah mereka akan belajar sesuatu yang baru untuk membetulkan diri.
dan kesilapan itulah akan menghampiyna dengan kejayaan
Bukan senang jadi Manusia sebenarnyer. Tu la kadar bunuh diri semakin bertambah. (habis tu nak jadi binatang??  .jadi binantang pun susah jugak, hidup tak syle, tak pakai baju, tidak ada fashion fashion, no study study, in the end of life dijadikan ayam masak merah, stick, bagi manusia makan.? haaa? lagi susah  jadi binatang. hihi.

ok i mengarut! -,-'
Sebenarnyer banyak berlaku disekeliling kita. kadang kadang kita tak boleh terima. Rasa nak marah tapi kena pretend to be cool. nanti orang cakap kita ni gila, tak betul, pemarah, EMOTIONAL! tal layak dijadikan kawan. bubye! *sambil mendengar lagu MR.lonely + bad day..*  huhu -,-'.. conclusion, better jaga hati sendiri daripada jaga hati orang. lagipun bukan nya orang yang kena jaga hati tu appreciate gila2.. kan?
well, itu la manusia yang tidak lari dari perasaan tu semua.
nak jaga perasaan orang sekeliling memang susah. kau jaga macam mane  pun akan ada yang terasa, geram etc. hmmm

ingat tak kes baru baru ni seorang anak tinggalkan ibunya di hotel?
ramai orang judge and  maki hamun si anak tu..
kalau anda salah seorang yang pencaci tersebut. ape perasaan anda?Marah?
meh saya comment kat sini, selepas  mencaci  caci ape anda dapat? kalau orang macam saya terbaca comment pencacian tersebut , saya hanya buat conclusion si pencaci tu  pretend caring . nak show up yang dia bagus macam malaikat. ok tak statement macam ni?
Bukan i Nak back up si anak tu.. Itu kes  antara dia, Allah, dan ibunya.. yang akan judge Allah...
daripada korang mencaci bagi comment entah pape, baik korang doakan si anak tu berubah hati jadi baik..
ambil balik ibu dia. lembutkan hati die ke..

Entry aku kali ni aku nak pertengahkan Tentang Manusia Yang perfect..
Semua sedia maklum tidak ada manusia yang perfect.. -,-'
kita boleh berusaha untuk kelihatan perfect di mata orang  tapi kita tidak boleh menjadi perfect...
tal kira la dalam  persahabatn ke dalam perhubungan mana mana ke. yang paling penting kita kena belajar menerima kekurangan sahabat , pasangan, etc.
Jangan pulak bila nampak kelemahan kawan kita, berpura pura baik dan memahami  diam diam  bila dibelakang orang terus kutuk kaw kaw... seorang kawan yang baik dia akan tegur kawanya dengan cara baik., bukan cerita keburukan kat kawan lain...
Dunia ni sentiasa berputar... apa kita buat kat orang akan kena kita balik. kalau bukan kita tapi orang kita sayang.

-sedang menjawab Quiz marketing-

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My eyes are red! help me!

I heard somewhere . people who are not enough sleep they will  commit a crime.

and now  i'm not ENOUGH sleep for 2 day!

conclusion : I'm not enough sleep and i will commit  a  crime.. 

errr -,-'

hmmmmm =,=' <--- jangan risau. saya penduduk yang mencintai undang  undang dan benci kepada perlaku jenayah

this 2 days my eyes very tired and become red. The problem is i'm use contact lens even though my eyes very tired and tired. my eyes begging to me to sleep and keep rest  but i ignore because there are so many assignment not complete.  as the student who are very lazy and love do the assignment last minute I ignore my health especially my eyes.  

because i have 11 day sem break holiday and lecturer give us too many asignment! cis!

i'm postponed  until class start !  Y_Y

T_T

mata merah. lepas makan mcD set promosi :D.. (xde kena mengena pon!)

as the result my eyes is red!.. and now i worry about my eyes. huhuhu

anyone here know why my eyes are red?

how to overcome.. T_T

takut dowh mata kena jangkitan. please pray for me :(

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My favourite hijab style and Fashion

! Assalamualaikum!

i just have 3 days left for my sem break holiday  T_T. huhu, assignment not complete yet! My business math lecturer   so cruel!

ok go to the point! :D

its ok! , i wish to share to all my readers about muslim fashion cloth, syle, hijab, and shoes in  Malaysia!. 

sorry but i'm not going to show up i'm good muslim or good in  fashion sense etc .Because  sometimes i'm  also wore something worse ...   -,-' huhu

Firstly Muslim fashion is Hijab..

Nowadays lot of the fashion design of hijab syle.. 

but i like most is heliza helmi inspiration hijab style!

she is wearing awesome syle.. amazing! hehe , simple and comfortable style. 

hijab 

 This is polka dot! i love polka dot style with pink color. <3

i like to collect her picture to inpire about hijab fashion. 

i'm prefer  to wear polka dot, line  , and lapord design of hijab .. 

because its can match any color of cloth because i have probelm to match my hijab with my cloth and my shoes =,='

Second one is hana tajima! awww!
she is so creative and she have her own style.
i know her because i was look for tutorial satin sahwl then i'm confusing about hana tajima either fashion name, or brand of shawl etc, finally i find out hana tajima is person who inspired satin shawl. hoho >_<

hijab.


end of story about my favorite  hijab!
i'm not totally follow them..
tak nak la apa yang dorang buat kita pun kena ikut sekali kan..
mereka ada syle mereka sendiri..
so i hope many model of hijab after this to be my inspiration.
i want the simple one suitable for student style, simple and confortable :D


 Hijab buy online..
kebetulan say nak habiskan stock untuk ambil stock baru..
saya ad jual satin shawl mix color  RM10 sahaja. dulu sy jual RM15..
nak tengok gambar boleh click sini 
bersama inner neck cotton hanya RM7 sahaja. 
boleh cari saya difacebook jika berminat :)

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